Help a Transgender DJ Replace Her Broken Equipment

I am an alternative transgender DJ based in Central NJ. Unfortunately, I've fallen on hard times between my health and financial situations. I have been struggling unsuccessfully to find some kind of steady day job and have been living with family after a run of toxic and abusive relationships. I have lost everything: my savings, my medical career, even friendships. As if that wasn't bad enough, at a recent gig, I discovered that my speakers and possibly my mixer are fried and need to be replaced. That's what I need help with. I need to raise the money to replace my equipment so I can at least keep doing gigs until I can find a regular source of income. Music has always been something of a haven for me. I am one of those people who have physical reactions to certain songs, like hearing a song from when I was younger and having my hair stand on end, or getting waves of pins and needles running down my spine. Music is so important to me, and I often do events for people with special needs. I don't know how I am going to be able to continue doing that now that my equipment is broken. That's why I am looking for help. Please, anything you can do would be much appreciated. Everything helps. I have always felt like life was me against the world...