Help a Traditional Catholic Find Safety

I am a traditional Catholic living in the USA and I will have to leave my home soon to practice my faith. My family are Evangelicals and have been abusive verbally, mentally, and physically (at times) most of my life. There have been times when my life was threatened, and I had serious concerns for my safety. I have a few contacts around the US and in Europe and Asia, but I'll need some money to support myself in the first few months or so, to stay in a hotel, buy food, and take care of my elderly dog.

It has been very difficult in my spiritual life to stay faithful and hopeful. When I am around them it's as if my soul is being held captive; I feel hollow and empty, and so it makes it extremely difficult for me to engage in prayer or even seek God. If I don't leave my home soon, it'll be increasingly difficult to do so in the future. I have been longing to receive the sacrament of confirmation, to go to mass, and to receive our Lord in the Eucharist. For that, I am willing to do any of this. For my own sake, for the sake of my family to regain some sense, and for the sake of my soul, please, in your charity, donate what you can, and pray for me.