Help a single autistic mom who got scammed big time

I have seen people donate on here to people who got scammed so hoping y'all will donate to me. Even if its $20 that's two drinks at Starbucks. This is beyond humiliating, but I need your help. I am hoping my stupidness will help others too. I know I ignored red flags, but I am suicidal every day because of this person. I am living paycheck to paycheck and still owe thousands to my bank and a credit card company. No one should go through what I have, and I am suffering every day because of her. I don't have money to sue her because all my money went to her. I filed police case against her in my state and in her state. The police of course say nothing they can do :(

I am asking for help to get help mentally in a program and to help pay back what I owe to my bank and credit card company. Also, asking for money because I only have what I make every paycheck which leaves me with nothing left. If it weren't for my parents, I would be homeless and without my daughter. My parents are up there in age, and I want to move out, so they don't have to support me anymore and deal with the stress I am dealing with because not healthy at their age.

I was conned by someone who manipulated me and used my Autism against me. I recently found out I am on the Autism Spectrum and that I am highly vulnerable and too trusting. I have never meet this person and thought we grew friendship online boy was I wrong. This person knew I am a single mom and that I am overly caring. It all started with me buying expensive purses from them and makeup from their company which is no more. I didn't think of looking her up until I was in too deep and by that time it was hard for me to stop sending her money.

She sent the makeup but said the purses got lost and she sent all my money back. Awhile later she asked if I was able to help out with bills; hospital, rent, insurance, phone, internet ect.... She said she would pay me back and whatever amount she thought of at the time when she needed loan. I stupidly thought this was a good idea, so I gave in.

I also sent money for 30 Kate Spade purses including shipping and insurance. She then said that she would have to hire a truck driver to put all her storage in because she couldn't afford her storage unit anymore. I stupidly sent tons more money for tolls, gas and the truck. She constantly said she needed more money, and I sent. Then it got to the point she suggested I take loans out and get credit cards. Trusting me thought this would get my stuff again was I wrong.

She had a cosmetic partner in China who needed to buy tons of cosmetic supplies for their company when it was around so I stupidly took out loans and credit cards to help because she said I would get paid back that plus whatever amount she thought of at the time. She then said her international bank account had to be positive in order to get my money back. No matter how much I sent it never got positive. She also said in order for me to get money she owes me from her bank account that her bank account had to be positive. No matter how much money I sent her it never was. I know you would think I would've stopped sending her money long ago but part of me thought if I sent money, she would send back that's why I didn't block her either.

I am now out $101,753 plus tons of interest. I can no longer use cashapp because they think I was gambling or something. All I think about is the money I lost every day and how I still owe money. How I can't buy things I need or want, how I am stuck, how stupid I was and am and that someone like me doesn't deserve to live. Please please help even donating $20 which is almost 2 Starbucks drinks could help.