HELLO!! In need of URGENT help!!!

my name is Angela Labrador, I am 18 years old from Seattle Washington . From 2016-2018 I was on and off homeless, I am a sexual abuse victim, than had gotten pregnant at 14 and had a miscarriage. I have made Bullying and assault reports To both the police and school district had been denied for my cases to be pursued. I was then almost expelled at shorecrest high school for writing a sexual assault report against my teacher and was told it was a “false accusation” because I had no witness. That caused me to drop out 
which had caused me to become a truant due to working 2 part time jobs and had 3 CPS cases in my record due to homelessness. 

I signed my first lease at 16 in a shared home, not really knowing anyone.  Once my lease had ended, I moved out with my boyfriend, his friend and his girlfriend. For around a year I was being bullied and pushed around by our roommates, until they had broken up. I thought that everything was better once that ended. 

our lease ended January 2020, and I moved out again into a 3bedroom duplex, with my boyfriend, his brother and our past roommate. Then everything went wrong. Our past roommate started dating my ex-best friend (which has caused trauma in my life). And my pain has grown and become unbearable.

 I suffer from complex PTSD, BPD (borderline personality disorder), anxiety, depression, dissociative disorder and etc. I have tried numerous times in the past to communicate about my traumas, triggers and boundaries and all had been invalidated by them. 

I have been mentally abused , triggered and traumatised   by my roommates, and no longer feel safe, wanted or welcomed to live there anymore. It is not safe for me and is become detrimental to my health and well being.

since COVID-19 had effected my ability to work, I have not been able to receive any compensation from my work, been denied 4 times of any unemployment benefits for not exceeding past the 600hr minimum by 60hrs. 

this has caused me to not be able to heal properly, and had prolonged my healing process of traumas and grief from the past 18 years, I am constantly in and out of dissociating and honestly begin to fear for my life again. Since my roommates have been silencing me, I haven’t been able to necessarily feel my emotions and they’ve been suppressed to the point that I have relapsed and almost took my life.  Through the 18 years of my life, I have suffered a lifetime and have never been given a break, with problems back to back, and never being able to have a place to call my home or somewhere to feel safe enough to heal. 

it is $1500 to break the lease, and I currently only have $15 to my name. 
if this fundraiser is successful then I would be finally able to move out into a safe space where I can can heal, and call home. 

I have suffered years of systemic injustice, harassment, bullying and so much more. I just want to be able to heal correctly so i can be able to give more to myself and others. 

I am begging at this point, for any sort of help, whether that’s helping me move out, donate, or by sharing a few kind words. anything would be greatly appreciated. 

(please help by sharing and spreading awareness)