On Halloween I had a massive almost paralyzing what I learned is a flare-up and now I know I have MS. I have lesions all along my spinal column and in my brain it's affecting my cognitive function and I can't read anymore I can't read... So now I cannot work I don't know what's happening and everything is taking so long there's like $200 in my bank account. I bought a house in 2023 and I just want to be able to keep up with my bills and my mortgage payment and feed my children. I have always worked and always taking care of myself and my babes so now that I can't I don't know what to do.

The left side of my body is completely heavy and tingly and numb and weak. I have to use a walker to even get around my house. The heat makes my whole body hurt the cold is even worse I always feel like I have frostbite and everything hurts. I'm way behind on a lot of my bills because there are holes in my brain

And if all that isn't bad enough I'm grieving the life that I thought I was going to have because I can't read and I can't math and things are so different now.

I have a neurologist appointment on December 1st but I don't have any money for groceries and I don't want Alana to starve