Help a Grieving Husband Rebuild Life

Hi. I tried to be strong but I just can't keep up with everything. My wife Karen passed away on April 21 from necrotizing fasciitis. She was the light of my life and also frankly the breadwinner for this family. Yes I work at the Motel, but there are bills and things I just can't keep up with at the moment. Karen's income from her scrapbook shop was 4/5ths of our income. Since her death, expenses have gotten out of hand for me as I can barely hang on. Her cremation has been paid for. but I need help with the day-to-day activities in life. I'm barely eating, there's a storage unit in Vegas I don't want to lose, and my paycheck alone is not getting it done. Any help would be appreciated. I never expected to become a widower at age 46, but here I am. If you can find it in your heart to help me out during this difficult time. I appreciate it more than you know. I'm drowning and don't know what else to do. Karen was my reason for getting up in the morning, I'm not sure where to go from here.