‘The goal has been met’

I’ve been playing for a church for the last 21 years almost I had a bunch of opportunities. Come up recently wanted to go to Italy for a music festival and the other to play with the Yorktown Symphony so I’ve been working really hard doing all those things plus going to school full-time as well so this past Sunday, I needed someone to cover for me at church to play well I didn’t call anyone and I forgot to call the church to let them know I couldn’t be there. It would be too much work for me to drive all the way up there and only make it back right at Call time on stage so that is why I didn’t make it. I had every intention of calling them I wouldn’t just leave them hanging like that on purpose, but I’ve been doing so much work. I’ve been exhausted and I forgot well they called. My dad answered, and he told him that I was sick for some reason Which was a lie, but I didn’t tell him to say that at all. I don’t know why he did he just did and so in retaliation my church which I barely make over the poverty line I make just a little bit too much to get any government assistance right now they’re cutting my next paycheck in half in retaliation for my innocent mistake so I’m just asking for help with a little bit of money half of what my paycheck would be $390 and it’s not for anything other than bills, food gas and that’s it. I literally don’t do anything. I don’t buy anything. The things that I do have I’m trying to sell to make money. And it’s like right when things seem to start going my way, like opportunities start to come up something like this happens every time without fail and from the people that I would never expect it from the people that I trust the most I don’t know maybe I do deserve to be treated this way but if that’s the case, I gotta go I gotta go. I don’t know what else to do.