Hi everyone, I’m a 19 year old female from the US. At the age of 18 I moved out of my toxic household with my narcissistic mother. Unfortunately a year later I had to move back.

My mother does not see me as a person, but as a pawn in her mental games and a thing to control. We don’t get a long, even when I go out of my way or try to stay out of hers.

I have tried my hardest but everything is a problem for her. She constantly says I need to find a new place to live and then I get scared and start trying to figure out a plan and then she’ll take it back and the cycle repeats. She recently has cut off my ability to access wifi in the apartment, which hinders me from having my virtual therapy sessions, taking my online courses, and supporting myself with online side hustles.

I just started a job in retail and am saving up my money to leave but i’m not sure how long that will take.

I just need enough money to supplement the money I’m already saving so that I can get a room to rent & basic necessities until i get back on my feet, anything helps ❤️.