Sorry to ask

Hello all my friends. I didn't want to do this but for my daughter I will do anything. The last few years have been difficult and my income has been dropping . My home base business is not supporting us anylonger. when I was needed at home to care for Amanda I lost business. Amanda has gotten stronger last few months. But 3 yrs of co payments and uncovered medical expenses have wiped out everything I had. I am unable to juggle any longer. I am looking for work from home as my health is now poor but haven't found any.  I have in the past borrowed from my brothers and can not ask again and my parents are gone. Our utilities were turned off this week.  I wasn't able to negotiate a payment plan in time. The companies will not give me a payment plan or accept what I have  which is less then half what I owe.  The companies want payment in full. I am ashamed I left things get this dire but I did. Now I need help. I apologize for asking. No agency will help me get them back on only help me afterwards . If you read this and can't help I understand. I am ashamed to ask but I promise I will pay it forward. Thank you and bless you for reading this.
love,
Joan