I desperately need help

Hello, I'm Aaron. Most of you know me as Ikagawa, moderator of many Twitch communities and all-around nerdy, dorky, hopefully helpful online human.

Over the past year, my job has been steadily declining in giving me hours up to the business being sold to new owners. They then proceeded to do nothing business-wise and I have worked a total of 20 hours for them in the past five months. Three weeks ago they came to my home and asked for the keys to my work truck (I'm still not sure if I was fired.)

I have been trying to find any work for a few months and nothing has taken. I am very far in the negative for funds and I have no idea what to do. Asking for help kills me and I waited too long to do so because of stupidity and pride.

I'm not just drowning. I can't even see the light from the surface any more.

Any assistance you gracious, kind people can lend me will go directly towards car payments, auto insurance, and keeping my lights on.

Thank you so much for reading this. I'm so sorry you have to.