My name is Savannah Berry. I recently turned 20 years old. My boyfriend passed away on October 11th in the middle of the night. I am broken in pieces. My baby sadly lost his battle to addiction; he was way too young and had so much to live for. We were crazy about each other. We had so many plans for our future. He was only 17. I've been thinking so much and blaming myself, thinking of all the different things I could've done. I feel so empty without you. I've lost so much in just a few days. I'll never meet anyone like him; he was so different. My baby has had such a difficult life, and I was going to give him better. Living my life without you is going to be so hard. Waking up knowing you're not next to me. I'd do anything to be by your side. I wanted to raise money for funeral expenses and I'm planning a ceremony. I was wanting to do a balloon release with all his close friends and family. Anything helps; I'm grateful for anything. I will never forget you, James. Forever 17️. We don’t have an exact date for the funeral yet as me and his family are dealing with a lot but when the funeral gets a set date the ceremony will be later that day or the next day. Thank you.