Hi, i'm Numbers (32y old) and I'm a small twitch streamer of retro games. I am from Spain but I moved to Sweden in 2020 looking for a better life. I entered an extreme depression when I arrived due to trauma from the past and I got diagnosed with Bipolar type 2. It took me 3 years to recover entirely and the other 3 years I've been trying to get a job and get into society while dedicating the rest of the time to my personal goals and hobbies. Over the years I realized that I am unhappy in this country and that I don't see a future here, I miss my home country Spain a lot and I want to move back for my own sake and my mental health. I have absolutely no money, I haven't worked since 7 years ago and I have to come back in two months. My friends will give me a place to stay for a little bit until I can find a job and get my own apartment but I can't rely on them for a long time so I need some money to back myself up to start my own life back in Spain.