Going 2 lose it all! Any help given...I'm grateful

53204940_1607693612515938_r.jpeg    I was left without a home in mid Sept. after the owner of my rental sold the property quick sale without knowledge or notice given. She quickly ran out of CA moving across country before I could file all the legal papers with the court to sue her. I  had 3 days to pack up 10yrs of my life and find somewhere to put it all. Mind you I have one vehicle a 2012 Kawasaki Ninja 250r (street bike). Not to mention on top of everything this property had ruined alot of my belongings from it raining inside my home and rats that had found a way inside from the garage, plus carpenter ants & a beehive that was built in our ceiling. I needed to separate keepsake items from everyday needed ones and get my business inventory packed up then toss out the ruined flat out trash. Right before this had happened I had to close down my small business due to covid-19 shelter in place orders. I was unable to conduct business safely, nor was there anyone willing to conduct in person business with as the world was terrified and told to shelter in place. So I began to receive unemployment & however little it may be at least it was something. Being practically ran out of my home (this man was harassing us every chance he got, sending people over to trash our belongings whenever we were out of site, and literally ripped the roof off our home) I shoved everything as quickly as possible into box after box and they were taken by the new owner (said he would even help me move things to storage) and literally thrown into 2 storage units. This man bullied me and ran me out of my home wrongfully. And during the virus no eviction rule on top of it all. I was bit by a spider trying to hurry up and pack up. We were not even being able to take showers as he had taken out ours. My baby turtle died!! I had the electricity and water and trash on in my name and couldn't even take a shower. Yet in the empty front residence he ran 4 window a/c units would leave the hose on 24hrs a day, and all the lights on, And used my trash service to toss my belongings. Once my stuff was safely thrown into storage...I, my daughters dad and my 2 fur babies moved into what was supposed to be our new and VERY TEMP. spot MOTEL 6! Until one day Oct. 04 2020 We couldn't afford the $154 room rate until I got paid that night. We had to pack up and go to our packed, hot, disorganized storage units. With my dogs too. Being the caring person I am I couldn't let them sit in this heat panting as if they were gonna die of heat exhaustion. So I put the one true love in my life online for sale. I vowed I never, no matter what, ever would do. I took off my guardian bell wiped her down and drove out to the front because someone was going to come check it out. I already was so sad. But family first. I rolled it onto the street and while rolling back in an attempt to straighten out and pull parallel with the curb...My rear bike tire hit a chunk missing out of the road next 2 what was the steepest storm gutter I've ever seen in my life.  Bike off balance now started to fall and when I quickly decided to put my foot down and balance i learned just how steep it was. Also that I had no safe exit route and had to pull out from under bike as much and as fast as I could. Well my right leg didn't make it out with the rest of me. Bam all of the bikes weight slammed then rolled right down on top of it. I tried to get up and pick my bike up but my foot didn't want to come with me or my leg. So I picked it and it hit the floor like dead weight. Not good I thought. Then I felt liquid looked down and saw clear liquid with red drops and also what couldn't be wait what it was...my bone sticking out of my shin. Thats when I said nope nope this is bad. I also had to prop my arm behind me because I was rolling into the steep storm gutter. I screamed for someone anyone knowing that they couldn't hear me from our units. I laid in the gutter for what felt like forever before a man drove by and I flagged him down. This man parked got out and as I lay there crying begging him to call 911 he sat there up against his truck and just starred at Me. I felt so helpless and scared. Finally thankfully a lady and her son pulled up to storage and jumped out and asked if I was OK. I said no and she called 911 while her son ran up to my units and got my guy. Once ambulance arrived the looks on the peoples faces I knew my leg was bad. The next couple days were kind of a pain medication induced blur. But I had to have surgery the next morn. For a compound comminuted fracture of my right tibia and comminuted fracture of my right fibula. They cut a tendon in my knee and put a rod down thru that down the center of my tibia and put around 8 or 9 pins to hold it all in place. My surgeon said it was the worst type of leg fracture you could have. I can not put any weight for 8wks at least but maybe longer. Well its now been 9wks and I'm still non weight barring with a timeline of 8 to 9 months before I am back to full use & functioning possible. And there's a possibility for need of a future surgery. So being as I can't be left alone and no one has been excited at the thought of hiring a temp. Handicapped girl trying to get a job to help with bills isn't going well at all. My room is 2,600 a month...at Motel 6! I'm barely able to manage that with what 2 little incomes we do have. Let alone trying to save for our hs. We were supposed to be looking for. I can barely eat. And now My storages are going up for auction first week in Jan. With ever single thing I own in them. I can't afford to pay them and if I could just find a way im taking everything from one and tetrising it into the other so I pay one bill. But thats a big if. Storage sent me a bill today for over $1,000  for 2 months rent on 2 units with the lien fees added and late fees charged. Im so broken and frustrated I really don't know what to do. I don't ask for help. But this whole situation has really humbled me. Thus hear I am. I don't want to ask for hand outs maybe just a hand to grab mine and help me up Off the floor of the black hole called my life. So that I may then begin to get my legs strong and standing on my own two feet and able to begin helping others again. I'm starting to lose my mind and my hope. And where  I'm staying is terrible. Its mentally ill people and drug addicted mentally ill people night after night outside my room. A good night sleep can't even be bought at $100 a night now. A woman yelling at 3:30 am exposing herself to people outside. Its getting bad out there. I don't want to end up in the river bottom or become beyond help. I just found out that as of Dec. 26th I will not longer be eligible for unemployment. That means I'm going to need my storage more than ever. I have to sell what i can and hope that we make it thru til I can find work.. And so I'm reaching out now humbled and embarrassed. I could use a bit of Christmas Cheer. I'm not opposed to working for the help either. Thank You for reading my sad reality. Be safe and I appreciate you even if just for taking time to read. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE MY LINK TO UR FACEBOOK AND INSTAGRAM. May you be blessed.

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