Give Hope to a Mother Battling stage4 Cancer and Hardships

I have recently been diagnosed with Stage 4 cancer, a rare form of adenocarcinoma, and a mutation from BRCA2. I am a single mother of 4 beautiful girls. The funds will go to my funeral costs, wishes that my kids and I would like to do before I die, financial harships and attorney fees to help the injustice that had a negative impact on my kids and self. To help is possible have a stable home to live in, not for free, but a place my family can live in until my time is up (which I only have a few months to live). Funds for Scholarships for all my kids or at least the eldest. Have money to hire someone to help declutter my place, so my kids won't have the burden or feel another grief in loosing their things so suddenly. A place to call home without feeling anxiety that it will be taken from us while I am dying would be wonderful. To be able to afford a trip without any financial burdens holding us back. I asked that in whatever you believe in, that you ask your, my, ours and the universe to listen to your prayer to help me and my family. To extend more so those prayers or positive vibes to my estranged spouse, so that he can let me be in peace and to those that have harmed me.

I've believed that all the hardships and injustice was maybe away ,so my kids won't have to. But as I look back they have suffered and I dont wamt them to anymore. I am not a lazy person, nor rude, and try to do right by God, but I keep running into awful situations. By all means, I am not perfect, but I help when I can. Those that truly know me, who have seen me in the most horrible situations, can say that I kept trying to turn things around but have been just one of the unlucky individuals.

Here are some of my griefs. I have gone through very evil situations that no person should have gone through, but I don't hate those who have taken so much from me. My life insurance was fraudulently taken from me by my estranged spouse, which I only found out in 2014 because of a hidden letter. No attorney nor judge has listened to me, and now I am stuck with payments and nowhere to get money from. I speak up using few words, and I am told not to speak, so I shut down and do exactly as they want me to do. I am suppressing my right to speech, for equality, for the human quality of plain respect. I had to move out of the county because of wrongdoing in Family Law that despite my reasons I was shunned to live counties away from family, lifelong friends, all my good resources to isolation and financial abuse. To which also lead me to having gaps of health care and health management for months, happy to say that I made sure my kids had health care even if I didn't. The worst part is having children see and understand these trials without you saying anything because actions do speak louder than words. I want my kids to have peace towards the end of my life.

Now being here on this platform is my only resort to get help, step out of my suppressed state, and hope that there are wonderful people who do still have humanitarian beliefs to help those in need, to those who truly are suffering, like myself.

I've tried attorneys but they only give false hope, take your money, leave you in worse positions, and leave after the other party lets go of their attorney. Dealing with landlords who don't appreciate a quiet paying tenant just because you asked about asbestos, found mold, and broken down insulated ceilings to trying to evict you. There is no justice, but God on this evil land. There are people who work in schools to real estate agents who don't follow morals and disregard even a disabled adult who might appear fine, but clearly have a Disability Placard and give them the runaround and obstacles just because they feel entitled and use your kindness as a weakness. So many injustices that stem from one cruel individual that I would love to share to anyone who would actually help me, but this isn't the space.There is so much injustice in my life and I really need a win for my kid's sake.

I am in desperate need of help. I don't know what to say or how to say it right now when I am overwhelmed with grief, physical pain, limitations etc..My family will be eternally grateful for even a penny donation. I teach my kids to help others not just when with me in secret, but do something meaningful when they are able to help those in need. I just can't do this alone anymore amd want my kids to know that the videos we see of acts of humanity actually exists and is tangible.