Homeless 18-year-old teen mom and survivor of narcissistic abuse

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I was just in a very toxic, abusive relationship with a narcissistic man. He got me pregnant at 17, and he was 33. My mom kicked me out when she found out I was pregnant. No one knew who my baby’s father was. I lived in a shelter the entire nine months of my pregnancy while working. My baby’s father told me to come live with him, quit my job, and he’d take care of me.

A month into our relationship, I found out he was cheating. I had no proof; I just felt it. And that’s when the abuse started after I found out he was cheating. I had nowhere else to go and no one to turn to. I couldn’t tell anyone about our situation. I was too scared and embarrassed, and he told me not to tell anyone because he could go to jail. So, he continued abusing me financially, mentally, and emotionally. Sometimes physically.

I took the initiative to get away from him and the abuse. I am between relatives, and I don’t have much time left to live with my family. They want me gone this week, and I just need enough money to get the first month’s rent for an apartment and pay for childcare. If you can donate literally anything, I would appreciate it. You’re not obligated to. I know everyone has their own lives going on, but I really just need a second chance. I’ve made a lot of bad decisions, but I’m trying to change my life and do my best for my baby and give her a better life than I had.

update

as of right now, I’m currently somewhere stable for now there are still some adversity that I’m facing, but I’m very thankful for everyone who has donated and I’m thankful for God for leaving me on the right pack right now. I’m just trying my best to get a vehicle and get childcare for me and my daughter. I am unable to work right now just because the waiting list in my areas are about six months to a year for the weight and I do not have any family to help with my daughter, but I know everything happens for a reason and I know that God will continue to provide. I did find a card that is about 1500 so if anyone can donate towards that, it would be greatly appreciated and if anyone wants the receipts to see where the money is going or what I’m spending it on I can definitely provide that because I know that is very important