Hi, my name is Luca. I am 16 years old, and I am currently going through a hard time. My parents divorced half a year ago, which was very suddenly. It really made everything worse for me because I already had stomach problems which made me rarely go to school. Over summer, I thought everything was getting better, but when school began again, I started to have an extreme panic because I couldnt do another year with these problems and I started with self-harm and lots of suicidal thoughts. I was under good treatment with therapy and stuff like that. Recently my thoughts have been getting darker and darker because my mom now has financial problems, which made me give her all my money I earned through programing, which was 1.5k+. Currently, I have no money for my own needs and I feel very lost because I don't know what the future is going to be like. I really need some money to afford to keep on programing, personal needs and helping my mom. I'm thankful for everything. It might not mean much to you, but it means the world to me.

Have a good day and never give up!

Also if you have the time read this: I am extremly scared for my future because of my depression that made me demotivated for everything and my therapy person tells me that I need to go to school there is no way out. For me the only way out is scuicide but thats not a fix. I just wanna be happy again I miss the feeling of joy having friends to do fun things and the feeling of not beeing worthless. If you have similiar problems dont give up even tho life can get extremly hard dont give up and talk to someone. Much love to everyone.