Get Matt healthy again

Well this sucks! Friends I need your help. It is with a heavy heart and a lot of tears that I ask for your help in moving me back home. The state of California has taken away all of my caregiver and medical benefits. The federal government is taking away my disability benefits as of the first of the year. Larry screwed over my mom so hard that she can't help financially. She is the person that is helping me get out of bed right now. At the age of 71 it kills me to put that burden on her. I have sold everything I own. I am quite sick and want to go home to bend Oregon. This way I can be around my family and try to get healthy and rebuild.
I will re-pay every dime, so help me God. If you can help in anyway, thank you so much. If you can't help, your good words will give me strength. Take care my friends.