Gender affirming care continuance in Florida

Hi:) My name is Brandon. By birth at least. All my life I struggled with depression and couldn’t figure out exactly why. About 18 months ago, something possessed me to experiment with dressing like a woman. Even though id always at least had to play the part of a masculine man. I found out why I’ve been so depressed, I’ve been trapped in a body that’s not my own. I am a veteran and the VA, especially in Florida is making it so hard to get started. I’ve almost lost my will to keep going a handful of times. I’m not asking for much, only enough to get started with a private company. I have already seen the potential I have a felt some of the benefits, but nothing like what hrt and beyond could do. I spent all the savings I had the last year trying to maintain without hrt and support from anyone. The picture is the very best I got at one point, I have started to go backwards in progress. Not particularly looking or feeling well as either gender now. I just couldn’t get help. Not just monetary, not help emotionally or anything. I just want to feel like myself and thought maybe this was worth a try. Thank you for your consideration