I am embarrassed to have to ask for help, I have been sick with heart issues since April of this year 2019. I have been able to work intermittently during this time but have used all my savings. Household expenses and Medical bills have racked up.  My wife and I separated in June. My life has been a nightmare the past 6 months in that I lost My only Brother to cancer in May and My Mother to COPD in August. My back is really up against the wall. I have always tried to be sefl sufficient. I take resopnsibilty for being in this position. I would be humbled by any support anyone can render and will promise to pay it forward. God is good and all will work out. Thanks for reading.