Gabriel “Jay Love” Harrison aka Brother

Hey friends .. im Natalie, on Aug 24 I lost my first son, Gabriel, who went by Jay.. or most importantly “Brother” he experienced an unexpected medical emergency fighting on life support for a week before passing away the morning of august 24. He had a simple infection that went septic and just couldn’t get a chance to fight it off and recover.. at the end he was fighting to go. Since I know the only thing that would have kept him here if he could was staying for his little brother.. he loved that little boy more then anything and I know he would be crushed if he knew how much Justis is hurting ..

my boys are 20 yrs apart .. Gabriel put his life on hold to help me when his little brother was born, since we had my father who had dementia living with us and his brother was premie. But he did so willingly he loved him so much. And Justis loves his big brother so much.. his whole world is crushed he lost a big brother and his father figure in the same moment.

Im a mother with a broken heart watching my first son die infront of me and then watch my little sons heart break every morning he wakes and remembers Brothers really gone and he’ll never get another ‘hug from brother’ and he’s the sweetest gentle soul.. no little kid should experience grief like this ..

Im reaching out searching for some support in this time.. my son was young and thought he had more time to do things like a will and insurance.. since no one expects .. the worst .. I’ve lost both my parents in the past 3 yrs.. I’m fundraising for help with his funeral expenses.. there were extra expenses that came up.. and just help financially in this time.. as I try to help my little one heal and find ways to keep a roof over our heads…

thank you for your time .. thank you for anything you may be able to donate.. and if you can’t.. just send a prayer up for “the brothers” that one is at peace and that the other can eventually find some peace and way thru this grief .. and please .. do the things .. take the pictures take the trips make the memories.. hug them all the time.. because when it’s gone .. that’s all you’re going to want is just “one more hug from brother”