It's official. Our government said they can no longer help me. I have no disability, unemployment wont accept me, and I'm not allowed to go back to work. I have no idea how I'll pay rent and bills over the next few months. This is stressing me out beyond anything I could imagine.

I was embarrassed the first time I asked for help. Not pride isn't going to get in my way. I need help. I've written Congress woman Linda Sanchez and wrote to her on twitter. She ignores me. The governor's office, mayor's office... no one wants to help cancer patients. We have no money and have death breathing down our necks. How do they not want to help us?

Any help will be greatly appreciated. I love you all. Stay safe and healthy.

----- John