Hello my name is Rick.I don't know where to start .I setup this go fund me for a little help in life.i lost my wife of 42 yrs on May 14 th.due to Cancer.I was diagnosed with Cancer two yrs ago stage 4 bladder cancer.After 5 surgeries in the last 2yrs.cancer came has back again.My last surgeries was 2 weeks ago was major one.to remove all affected areas .well the serguries ended up removing my bladder and it had spread to my right kidney.so lost it also.but due to my faith in Jesus Christ and doctors I am still here.praying a whole lot has protected my mind set thru this .but looking for help.i have had to post -pone my last sergury for 6months to take care of my wife thru her cancer treatments.then lost her in May God bless, her she was trying to be here to to take of me thru my cancer serguries.well now after my last sergury.has been done .and It went well so far.I have funeral service to set up for my wife and cancer recovery support for myself.just trying to see the light at the end of a tunnel.any and all help will gratefully appreciated.please do what you can and if you can't please send me your prayers.that help means more than money.just needing your and support to help get thru my cancer treatments .but thank you guys in advance.for the support. I will be praying for all of us.Amen.but stay to your prayers and faith and family.and we all may get thru these chapters in our lives.God bless you all.p.s please forgive me the spelling and typos errors my A.I.not working and my English wasn't up yet lol.sinserly thank you Rick Smith