Funding Christopher's Celebration of Life

On Tuesday May 14th at 2am my son Christopher Brian Couts aka. Itzz Crisco.. was shot and killed by a single gunshot to his head is Missoula Montana. This GoFund Me is to pay for his cremation and costs related to delivering his remains to me in California and to help pay for a Celebration of Life service when the time is right.

Chris was 32 years old. Born in Fall River Mills, CA 12/19/91. He was my only Child.

Chris grew up in Shasta County California where most of our family still lives. Chris was such a good looking guy.Full of personality and Carisma. He told the funniest stories and was so animated.

He's best friend in the whole world was his dog Doja who traveled everywhere with him. Chris loved Doja more than anything. Luckily a friend of his in Montana is adopting him. He loved being outdoors in nature. Love the creeks, rivers and lakes. Loved going on random hikes and finding hidden places like a waterfall or flying his drones and filming a pack of wild horses running thru a field. Chris never was one to put roots down. He was definitely a free spirit who loved to roam. He's lived all over the USA from Maine to Puerto Rico to Washington to Hawaii and everywhere in between. But, Chris had his demons as well. He suffered with mental Illness from a young age and in his late teens Alcoholism. He struggled so bad with the inner pain and loneliness that only those with mental illness/addicted people can understand. Chris was loved by so many people. I just wish he could have felt it. The last few days he and I spoke many times. He called me 3 times on Mothers day. He told me that I was a great mom and how much he loved and missed me..I think he knew things were going to come to an end soon..I'm just grateful for those last conversations with my son. I will love and miss you forever son.

Thank you all in advance. No donation is too small(anything will help).