For the past two years, since my dad passed away and my relationship ended, I’ve spent the holidays alone. It’s been a dark and sometimes scary time, but I’ve tried to focus on the positives. In these two years, I’ve managed to lose around 70 pounds—a huge accomplishment for my health. But while I’m proud of my progress, the weight loss has left me feeling self-conscious about my body, especially my breasts. They used to be something I felt good about, but now I feel embarrassed to wear a bikini or get close to anyone.

I know it might sound silly, but being able to restore my confidence with breast augmentation would mean so much to me. I’m a grad student working a high-pressure job that barely pays above minimum wage, and when my 19-year-old roommate moves out soon, I won’t be able to afford to live alone. It’s going to be a mad dash to find someone else to move in or to find a new place I can afford. The last thoughtful Christmas present I received was a painting of my dog in 2022. I give gifts to others whenever I can, but I haven’t felt that same love in return.

I’ve been unhappy with my body for a long time, and I believe that if I could finally feel good about myself, it would help me be more creative, adventurous, and open to life again. Your support would mean the world to me. Thank you for considering helping me on this journey to feel beautiful and confident in my own skin.