From Crisis to Hope: Your Help Is Essential

I promised I wouldn't ask for help anymore, but it's my last desperate attempt for help. In a string of not good events...and my struggling health (I've had abnormal test results and will be going back for more), my mother was taken to a home (I've been trying to get her to go and she wouldn't so she had to be removed by professionals, the house was lost and tho I haven't been living with her, most of my possessions were there which are now gone, I still haven't grieved over the death of one of my favorite cats, and I've got to leave the place I've been staying at and actually settled into. I've decided that it's time for a fresh start, a healthier way of living both mentally and physically and really it's time for me to live my own life for me....maybe for the first time. I will be moving to upstate NY within the next couple of weeks with someone who really cares and wants me to get better and get back on my feet. This is something I never would have done in the past but it's time ...and the time is now. I have some loose ends to tie up and things I have to do and get for my mom....but I don't even have enough for gas money.....infact due to everything that has happened so fast...I've been left in limbo and I've been doing all that I can to bring in some money and it's not helping.

I need help. May this be the last time I ask for it.....but I have nowhere else to turn. I'm sorry for having to put this out there again....but it's urgent and I feel like a cat, trapped in the corner ...unsure of how I'm going to survive this one. Anything helps. I need to go and take care of myself and be taken care of. Life is short and I can't sit back and let myself rot away anymore.

I'm grasping for straws here.....and hope. Thank you for listening.