Fox's Tit Chop

Fox is lined up for Top Surgery, those girls have gotta go! Surgery is booked in with local surgeon Dr Ross Farhadieh for early October. I yearn for a (proportionally) flat chest! My heart aches to be free of these meat bags, my soul is hungry for surgical scars and to never buy or feel the need to wear a bra ever again. Top surgery for me means a tremendous level of comfort, freedom, safety and euphoria!

This life saving and gender affirming surgery has been a long time coming. I have been out to myself and others as trans non binary since around August 2022. Over the last three years I’ve explored what gender means to me, including legally changing my name and being on HRT for the last 2 years. Gender exploration and expression is something you do every day forever, but getting top surgery will be the last big part of my transition into my true self. I realised top surgery was something I wanted back in February 2024 and have been working towards getting it sorted ever since. This has meant many months of research, making, waiting for and attending multiple medical appointments and consultations, navigating the health and insurance industries, planning for leave from work and preparing for post surgery care and recovery.

For me, having tits sucks! Every day I am very Aware of them, they loom maliciously in my consciousness. I hate seeing them in the mirror or an unexpected reflection, they jump scare me in photos. I detest having to fit them into shirts and dresses. I hate having to keep them covered at pools, beaches, parties, and the like. I hate how other people view them and understand them to be a part of me, that they make assumptions around my sex and gender based on them. While testosterone has blessed them with gorgeous hairs, it has also made them even sweatier which is a massive sensory nightmare and an annoying hygiene issue year-round. I do my best to ignore the ever-present dysphoria to live my best full life, but its hard, and I’m tired.

Financially, I have done my best to save up to cover as much as I can and the funds I’m asking for is going straight to my surgeon’s, anaesthetist’s and hospital fees. I have already covered the costs on initial medical appointments and consultations, the surgery deposit and recovery supplies. Luckily, I have access to gender affirmation leave through work which will cover my usual costs while in recovery. I would have found it incredibly difficult to wait any longer for this medical care, I can’t picture myself having to live through another summer with these tits. Your generous donation means the world to me, thank you massively in advance.

If you wanna get a looksee of these tits before they're gone then please come along to the De-Flesh Sess, a life drawing session featuring Fox by FLESH: Queer Life Drawing on Wednesday the 17th of September.