For the hard times to come with my life

With everything going on with the corona virus I have been unable to work for weeks due to mandatory shut down. I only have 17 dollars to my name now, and even though my life is a mess right now and I just want to give up, I still have to take care of my children. On top of all that stress, I have to think about when my mom passes, we are going to need to have money to cremate her (which is what she wanted) and we have nothing. I truly dislike asking for favors because I want to be strong and independent like my mom is, but I am up against a wall. I wish my mom was here to talk to me. She went into the ER on 3/13/20 and her health has since declined and it is not looking good. I don't know how I'm going to live day by day, let alone the medical bill we are going to get inevitably once she is no longer in the hospitals care. My family and I currently have no money to  provide a memorial, let alone survive day to day during these crazy times. Thank you to everyone that has been recieving updates about my mom's progress. I didnt want to say anything about the financial struggles I've been enduring because my mom is the most important thing right now. But, I'm down to my last dollar with nothing coming in my future, and all I want is to cremate my mom and survive right now. Thank you for your consideration ❤