Find true self and exploit true potential

Hi my name is john rosas in 25 from ca I have 5 year old daughter named arabella, and a student at SBVC in San Bernardino majoring in psychology and im fundraising for a retreat to a place called the Monroe institute. Im going through a so called life crisis mentally and physically , my child’s mother left abruptly and caused an abundance of issues and I’ve become distant from my true self and lost all my confidence in my potential and I feel like I’m becoming aware of how ill minded people can be no matter how hard I try to meet peoples expectations. I feel like I’m heading into a life with no reward at the end of the day. I know my daughter will be fine at the end of the day I’m a father and nothing is above that but I feel like I have no end goal or purpose other than that. Here at the Monroe Institute I will find my purpose and true self through self awareness training so anything helps and god bless.