I Hate This....So Hard for me to ask for help especially when it comes to Money.

For the past two years I have been Fighting in court to make sure that my rights to my Son are in Place. I am well over $20k in Legal Fees to date. I have exhausted every resource I have trying to stay in this. I have tattooed til my brain is numb. While normally I do really well providing for myself and making sure my bills are paid I am having a hard time keeping my head above water while juggling legal fees and other random financial issues. I have gained so much ground and I am right at the end of this but I feel like I am going to lose all of that. After making payments up until now my Lawyer has notified me she will require a Retainer to walk me into trial. I know this is a crazy time to be asking anyone for money but I can assure you that any amount will help me.

I am not taking my Son from his Mother, a bit of back story she overdosed 2 years ago, I am Not fighting DCF as they are advocating for me, in fact I am not even fighting blood relatives. I am fighting non-relative caregivers who have been filing every motion they can for the past 2 years to Terminate my Parental Rights. Anyone who knows and Loves me knows how this is Affecting me. I've been through some terrible things in Life but this is Different. Thank You to everyone who has helped and supported me this far❤️