My everything passed away unexpectedly. He is leaving behind his two boys Xander (3) and Roan (1), and the mother of his children. Nick was the sole provider of the household and now that he is gone, I have to keep up with the bills because although my baby is gone, the bills aren't going to stop. On top of that, Xander and Roan have a birthday in 2 weeks.  I absolutely even hate to ask for help- but I am not sure what else to do. I can't grieve properly because I am thinking about what bill is next, how I'm going to manage to pay rent, for the car, groceries, diapers. Anything will help. I love and appreciate all of you so much. My boys do as well. Thank you guys so much in advance.