Help with Eviction: worst year ever, moved 5 times :(

I am experiencing discomfort with this situation and recently had a client try to reassure me that utilizing a GoFundMe is not shameful. As a single mother, I am still grappling with significant anxiety stemming from a previous instance when I lost my mother, father, and brother. Despite working diligently to avoid similar circumstances especially in the financial aspect, sometimes additional support is necessary. I am struggling with feelings of shame regarding my current need for assistance, but I am eager to maintain stability for my children, as we have moved five times this year, including West Virginia to try and be closer to family. We were there for a total of 10 days before we got the court summons saying I had to bring the girls back because I got bad legal advice, I continued to get bad legal advice as my attorney assured me that I needed to establish myself in West Virginia without warning me that the second court date would be eight months away, and found out from the opposition that she lied to me and had it continued so she could travel for something. I wish I had not ever closed my business or tried to leave North Carolina, now we are legally bound to this part of Chapel Hill and I am desperate, too turn things around as on the very last thing, my dad ever said to me before he took his life was that I was his survivor… I think anyone that has seen my last year would agree this is too much for anyone person… and yet still, I stand… but being honest to fault has not served me well and I have no support here. I am insistent on remaining positive that my incredibly traumatic and painful life will not be the endgame, 2025 will be different. I am hardworking, loyal, smart, capable, caring and kind person… it’s taking me a long time to step out from under the shadow that was casted upon me as a mother.