My first husband sent me on fire while I was pregnant with my youngest daughter of course he went to prison. I raised them by myself. I hear parents say well at least I kept them alive. I wasn’t able to keep my baby alive. She was only 21. That’s not the worst part recently the nursing home I worked at went out of business their transforming into a nursing home from an assisted living and I don’t have my CNA yet. So I’m off without pay I have $37.17 left. I’m gonna die. I’m gonna starve to death and I’m gonna be homeless. I don’t wanna be homeless. I just wanna go back to work. I was good at my job, I touch people’s high lives. It was like working in God‘s waiting room and now I don’t know what I’m gonna do all I have to eat is a bag of rice and a couple cans of pinto beans.. i’ve never had to ask for help before but now I’m begging please help me. I promise you’ll never hear from me again. I don’t beg I don’t plead, but it’s different now I have no family two little girls, but they’re grown and raising their own family and they don’t have anything extra to give, nor would I ever ask them for anything that’s why I’m turning to you guys strangers.