Help me get through this difficult time

Hi my name is Latoya Davis and I’m currently going through the worse thing a parent or a person can go through ,the thought of even asking for help is not normal for me because anyone who knows me knows I’m independent and me asking for help is rare . I was blessed to conceive a child with my husband was imprisoned for a huge number of years . On Oct 9 my day was filled with joy considering I was pregnant with my miracle baby me and my husband tried for years and god finally blessed us with a son , this pregnancy was very different from any other one my son was unique from inside the womb he brought so much happiness and joy even mended relationships he was loved and I had so much support , I was 2 weeks shy of 6 months and I lost the best thing that ever happened to me and my family , this situation has been extremely tragic for me and my husband we had to make a choice but either choice would leave us without our son. I experienced complications during surgery which has caused me more pain as I grieve the lost of my son. I currently can’t work which is something I loved to do .I have medical expenses I want to be able to cremate my son to at least still have him . All I have at this moment is the picture posted above of him. So hear I am broken hearted lost asking for help anything will help me and my family .I’m also asking for prayers thanks for your time