Recovery from sexual assault & Financial expenses

Hi, my name is charity.

I am a Mother of my beautiful high functioning autistic Son.

A Wife to a badass Mechanic who loves his career as a hobby & a dedicated Father & I'm also a badass hard worker.

On August 27th I was roofied/ drugged with what I can only imagine is a nerve suppressant of some kind....

Like rohypnol or rufilin.

I had the intention of having a couple beers with a co-worker after work, not getting drugged, beating up & raped.

I sustained a few physical & psychological injuries. some of which include but are not limited to …

An orbital contusion on my left eye, bruising on my right eye, an open fracture on the left side of my nose, a back abrasion & many scrapes & bruises.

not to mention a concussion & psychological trauma along with PTSD brought up from childhood abuse.

This man threatened to abduct & blind me with a chemical that way, I couldn't get away.

so I could be his sex doll that he gave Sponge baths & raped every night.

My husband has been super supportive throughout the whole process.

I have already filed the police report & I'm in the process of filing a CVC report (crime victim compensation) Form for the DA (district attorney) to look over for review.

This could take 60 to 90 days before I can receive the compensation for loss of wages & have the ability to go to the doctors & have any old doctor's bills back dated & paid for.

In the meantime I can't go back to work as much as I would really like to.

At leat untill I can deal with the physical & psychological traumas I & my family are going through currently.

I just wouldn't be able at this time.

My husband walked out of his job without a two weeks notice to take care of our son & I.

His boss is also our landlord & we owe him back rent but he's been super cool about it.

I feel like I owe our landlord who is also Kevin's boss a lot & kevin for putting up with what happened.

I feel ashamed & uncomfortable in my own skin. but every day I'm getting better day to day.

with the support from my husband , family & friends I know I'll get through this.

Now our savings has ran out, credit cards are maxed out & the police have not made an arrest yet.

So rather than waiting on a no contact order from the police.

I'm going to go get a protection order.

Once that is done on Friday I can make my next steps in recovery.

But right now my husband spent most of the rest of our money on the bills for the past month & food in our fridge. Food, shelter & clothing apparently come first he sed.

Currently we are down to half a tank of gas in our truck.

No toilet paper but we have wet wipes. We're living in our travel trailer that we still make payments on.

so that we could save up money to pay off debt & buy a house that was our plan for the year.

Kevin just spent all the money he had to fix his car on our basic needs.

His car needs the timing belt replaced, an oil pan fixed & the front brakes, tires & wheels replaced that are not serviceable.

All of this happened from him working as many hours as he could find.

At any job he could find all summer.

My truck tires are about to the point of needing replaced as well as brake maintenance coming up soon & some alignment components that need to be realigned.

But now everything's on hold I feel like my productive life came screeching to a halt.

My dreams of becoming financially stable & owning a house were taken from me.

I almost can't get the energy to do anything other than want to fight, run or freeze or cry.

So after a lot of thought & being reluctant & ashamed to start a GoFundMe...

I'm at the point where all I want to do is have my family be okay.

until the CVC goes through or I feel good enough to go back to work.

Or safe enough to stay home so my husband can go back to work.

If you donate to this charity it will be used to help me & my family recover from sexual assault by paying bills that came from this unfortunate event unfolding & helping me go to stress relieving activities. Such as a trauma therapist, psychologist, doctor's appointments, even trips to Hot Springs or Mountain hikes to clear my mind. That's nature therapy .

It may also be used for food or anything you would like me to use it to do.

please list below what you want it to be used for.

I can give proof with receipt if necessary.

Of course my main bills will be paid first with this money, travel trailer payments, gas, food RV park space rent, back bills Etc.

if you're willing enough to allow me to do that so I can physically & mentally recover & grow from this experience.

I would be very appreciative & it would mean the world to me to know I'm not alone in this struggle.

So I can one day put it behind me.

Instead of thinking this is the moment my life fell apart forever.