As many of you know, my name is Allie, and it actually took a lot for me to get to this point of making another GoFundMe due to only wanting to help myself get what I needed, and I have for a while with some help here and there, but please take the time to read this.

I made one of these a little over a year ago to help me move out of a toxic environment and the past year has been hectic and filled with life lessons I have learned and grown from, but I went from having two jobs and working my ass off a few months ago, to now a commission based job where I haven't made money in 3 weeks almost a month now because of many different life events and how mentally draining it is no matter how much I try to change my mind lately.

I am currently at -$151 in my bank account (due to car insurance), my Wi-Fi has gone up to about $250 (usually $120, but late fees made it rise), and my TEP bill is currently at $153 (due to AZ summer and AC mainly for my husky).

The biggest problem with this all is that I am supposed to move into a house on the first of October (again mainly for the dog because she needs a yard, and because carpet is horrible), but I have to get a loan in order to do all of this and then pay it all back.

I cannot mentally handle being in the home I'm in anymore and if you are close to me, you understand why.

I would also like to add that I make sure my animals are fed and taken care of before myself. I've gone weeks with no groceries and expired food, and I am sick of having to ask or be offered to have my food paid for because I don't want to be that person. We are all struggling as a society in many different and similar ways and I understand that there is a lot going on in the world lately, but I just need a bit of help now as well because I am at a loss on what to do.

When I move into my new place, I'll get back into a trade job as I was doing in the beginning of this year because it is reliable money.

There have been many times I've just given out money to people, hundreds of dollars even, and I knew I was struggling at the same time, but I did it anyway because I know what it's like to struggle. I know what it's like to feel at a loss. I know what it's like to not want to ask for help because you don't want a certain view put onto you and think you just need to "work harder."

I understand, so I hope you guys can understand as well.

I roughly need 2k, but a little more than that would help with other things I need to do as well, like car repairs, checkups for my animals, things needed around the house, etc. I have no financial support from any programs/services and have been struggling a bit on trying to set it all up, so that would also help a lot if I could get more info/links for such things.

Thank you for taking the time to read all of this, and again, I am aware of the problems in this world and our country, though I need help, I will never stop doing what I can to help in society and spread awareness to all, and you should never stop either. I just need to get put back on my feet again because I keep falling trying to pull myself back up.

Thank you again.