Emo's broken jaw

This is my beloved dog Emo.the love of my life.my heartbeat.my whole world.life hasn't been easy..,my mom died as a child and I grew up in foster care because I was abused by my dad so Emo is really truly the only family I have.in the 9 /2 years I've had him he's been here for me when literally no one else has.licking my tears away,being my lifeline.im having a really hard time writing this because I'm heartbroken and I can't stop crying.Emo's head was accidentally slammed in a door thanks to a jerk guy.my dog was convulsing and bleeding heavily from the mouth and he refused to even drive us to the vet because he didn't want to get blood on his car seats.Emo  has a badly broken jaw with several loose teeth and he can't even close his mouth.hes in severe pain and although he's on several painkillers he needs surgery within 4 days which after taxes will cost $1200.*UPDATE: dec23 after X-rays and asses,net it will be more than $1200 now,still don't have a exact quote until they start operating)he has a bad heart so not being able to close his mouth is especially hard on his little body.ive had to pause several times while writing this because he's wheezing and choking so bad he can barely breathe.hes in a lot of pain.its kind of embarrassing for me to write this because I never ask for anything but this so important to me.hes all I have.i would never ask anything for myself but I can't stand to see my sweet innocent baby suffering.i'm so scared he's going to die and I wish it was my jaw broken instead of his.i know it's Christmas and money is tight for a lot of people but I hope and pray to God that someone see's this and cares a little bit.me and emo Dont care about gifts or anything else this Christmas.his life and health is the only thing that matters.i guess I'm praying for a Christmas miracle.i really can't wake up Christmas morning without him.please,I hope someone sees this.im never been this broke and anything helps.im so sad and scared he'll die