Help Devin go to college

Hello everyone, my name is Devin and for the past 8 years I’ve been trying to start my story and find my place in this world.  I am finally at the moment where I can take off and start  to become something but like every situation to become something great you need support to get there. I have applied to a university in Holland called NHL Stenden for applied science, the only thing holding me back from my dream of being a teacher is of course the money. My first years tuition/enrollment  is 20,000€ after paying this I will then be accepted into the university. And for the next 4 years of my studies the cost is 8,000€ a year . I know what you might be thinking and it’s probably that this doesn’t see to be that much to study. But put into consideration that I have been living in Europe for 8 years trying to become something of myself. I am on my own and have had no support from my family because they also have little to nothing to give. It has taken me years to get to where I am today and the only thing stopping me from reaching my goals is the cost of the university. I am still very embarrassed to ask of something like this. As I am someone who hates to ask for hand outs, but I am very desperate for anything. This I why I am reaching out with the hopes that some of you could understand this situation. Please help me reach my goals.