Hi my name is Michelle I’m 21 and I’m starting my journey with stage 4 lymphoma. I’ve been in and out of hospital for months complaining about being poorly, my infection markers (white blood cells) have been extremely high since December even after 3 lots of anti biotics. I got referred to blood specialists and they ordered an urgent cat scan which has shown it’s everywhere in my liver and starting in my bones. I’m in bad pain although I’m on painkillers I can hardly walk. I’ve got a little boy who’s only 20 months old who needs his mummy and I will do my best to get rid, the reason I’m asking for help is so that I can have a little family holiday with my son for a week somewhere near me to create memories and have some good times before anything happens. I’m naturally worried as you would be but I’m trying to stay positive. Thank you to everyone who supports me and helps me❤️