Car

This may be the most difficult thing I’ve ever done. The most humbling, for sure. I know that this route is taboo but I’ve been thinking about it for a while but I need to stay on my feet and I’m honestly not beyond asking for help, although I know it will deter many people I had considered friends.

I’ve lost nights of sleep and even ended up in the ER due to stress and malnourishment. Backstory from just the past few months: I had quit my job at the liquor store, got a new one after FOUR months, applied for a personal loan and was scammed by another company that cleaned out my bank account and now I’m having to file for fraud to get that back, had to defer car and utility payments then,  ran my car up on a curb and it’s still in the shop ($750 deductible), stopped eating and ended up collapsing at work and in the ER.

Ive always been pretty open about things and this shouldn’t be any different, but no one likes to ask for help. I don’t really want your pity or “I told ya so” but I’ve hit a rough patch and, again, I understand if you can’t help because I feel strange even doing this. Just trying to make it through, though.