One of the hardest days walking all the days

As the last couple weeks of my life have taken another step back. I need my friends and family more and more as my hip joint has failed my bone collapsed and the head of my top of my leg broke off 3 weeks ago I experienced serious pain and couldn't figure out why I figured maybe it was healing or muscles so I tried to press on has it got worse to where I felt like I couldn't move at all and my leg was complete loss I reached out to the surgeon and yes my hip joint is completely disintegrated completely gone there is no joint left as I tried to work. Which is most of my friends and family know in November 7th was my amazing day to walk again as I took my steps my life looked positive I got back to work I made it till Thanksgiving Thanksgiving is the last day I worked the next day my leg seemed to not work anymore and as I said I let it go before I finally reached out to the surgeon I stated to him the symptoms of what was going on and got to see him December 26th when I seen him that's when they couldn't believe that I was actually walking with a walker I had been putting weight on a hip that has no joint for weeks the pain was unbearable and as they told me that I would now have to have another surgery to have my replaced completely and the ball joint completely rebuilt my heart sank is all my positivity went away is all the hard work that I've done I have to start over I hate to ever ask but I need everybody's help as my bills are piling up as I've only been able to work two and a half weeks in the last 4 months and now in the next day I will be back to two wheelchair and stuck to a chair with no weight bearing on my leg I think everyone for their prayers their support and everything that they've done I've just worked so hard on the life that I have the apartment I have the amazing career I have my apartment I shall not give up myself fight for what I have I just need a little help to get through this rough time as I go back under the knife and set back won't be long and soon I will be cooking at the church and hopefully back to my amazing career I thank you again for the blessings the support the prayers and just being there for me I promise to keep my head up and keep focused I love you all and thank you