My own funerals

Hi my name is Iain Smith and I’m 53yrs old. I have been diagnosed again but this time it’s terminal cancer. I am not expected to last the year . I am devastated as I’m scared and I am leaving behind my rock and my son Harry . I don’t want the burden of Harry sorting out my own funeral so I’m raising funds to help me pay for it. Please please help me for Harrys sake as he lost his mum 4 years ago and now he’s going to lose his dad and I’m petrified.