SAYING GOODBYE SUDDENLY & NEEDING HELP!!!
HOW DO YOU SAY GOODBYE TO YOUR BEST FRIEND WHO YOU SHARED NEARLY 4 DECADES AS (((ONE))) BEING HUSBAND & WIFE… AS WE JUST CELEBRATED OUR 37TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY ON: MAY 23RD 2024 WHILE MY LOVING HUSBAND WAS IN THE ICU FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE SUFFERING FROM A SUDDEN STROKE WITH AN EXTREMELY BAAAAD BLEED IN HIS BRAIN ON THE LEFT SIDE, AFFECTING THE RIGHT SIDE OF HIS BODY [WHICH WAS HIS DOMINANT SIDE: BEING A RIGHT HANDER]…
BUT WE WERE "TOGETHER" MUCH LONGER THAN THAT WITH OUR JOURNEY BEGINNING AT JUST “5 & 7” YRS OLD… & BASICALLY WE WERE UNSEPARTABLE FROM OUR PRETEENS…
MY LOVING HUSBAND HAD SEVERAL (((OBSTACLE HURDLES))) TO GET OVER & THOUGH HE WAS MAKING SOME PROGRESS & WAS DEFINITELY ON A HEALING JOURNEY MAKING IMPROVEMENTS WITH JEHOVAH GOD’S LOVING CARE, THAT INCLUDED EXTREMELY INTENSED OT•PT•SL THERAPIES… & WITHOUT A DOUBT ALONG WITH AN ABUNDANCE OF SPIRITUAL FOOD & PRAYERS~ THAT UNQUESTIONABLY MADE ME & MY LOVING HUSBAND BOTH, FEEL SOOOO (((EXTREMELY HOPEFUL)))… DESPITE DEALING WITH DAILY CHALLENGES, WE OVER CAME THOSE "TOGETHER"... & WE WERE ACTIVELY TALKING ABOUT & MAKING SEVERAL EXCITING SMALL & BIIIIG UPCOMING NEW PLANS IN OUR LIFE....
BUT, THAT (((ALL))) SUDDENLY THAT CAME TO AN END, BECAUSE: IT CAME DOWN TO CIRCUMSTANCES TOTALLY (((OUT OF OUR CONTROL))) THAT CAUSED MY VERY LOVING HUSBAND TO LOSE THE HARDEST BATTLE OF HIS ENTIRE LIFE, WHEN HE CLOSED HIS EYES & "FELL ASLEEP IN DEATH"!!!…
AS MUCH AS MY LOVING HUSBAND LOVED ME AS HIS WIFE, WHICH HE ABSOLUTELY DID...HE TRULY LOVED HIS HEAVENLY FATHER JEHOVAH GOD EVEN MOOOORE~ & HE CHOSED TO STAY IN JEHOVAH’S TENT & REMAIN FAITHFUL & REFUSED TO RECEIVE A BLOOD TRANSFUSION, THAT WAS SUDDENLY BEING PUSHED ON HIM... & WAS EVEN: SNEAKLY ATTEMPTED TO BE GIVEN IT UNKNOWINGLY, AFTER HE WAS BLEEDING OUT FOR OVER 1 1/2 HOURS, LOSING MOOOORE THAN HALF OF HIS BODY'S BLOOD VOLUME, DUE TO ((("IMO"))): WAS A (((RECKLESS ERROR))) CAUSED BY A DOCTOR AT MEMORIAL HOSPITAL IN SAVANNAH, GA., WHO DECIDED TO PUT A “IV IN HIS NECK” WHICH IMMEDIATELY CAUSED AN ARTERY TO SEVERELY BLEED OUT [ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HE WAS ON THE BLOOD THINNER MEDICATION: ELIQUISE], WELL OVER AN HOUR, BEFORE I WAS EVEN TOLD ABOUT THIS INFO, AS I WAS PUT IN A WHEELCHAIR & ROLLED OUT INTO THE HALLWAY CRYING & PRAYING, AS CPR ATTEMPTS WERE BEING DONE…
MY HUSBAND AS WE WERE BOTH TOLD NUMEROUS TIMES DOCTORS & NURSES, THAT HE WAS (((ONLY))) "SUPPOSED" TO BE JUST (((MONITORED))) OVER NIGHT [DUE TO HAVING A “SILENT SEIZURE” THAT CAUSED ME TO CALL 911... WHICH HE HAD A FEW TIMES ONLY SINCE HAVING HIS STROKE [MAY 2024]... BUT HE HAD NOT HAD ONE AT ALL IN A LITTLE OVER A MONTH]… & THEN HE WAS "SUPPOSED" TO BE DISCHARGED HOME…
INSTEAD MY LOVING HUSBAND & BEST FRIEND & MY ROCK… & MY EVERYTHING WAS SUDDENLY TAKEN AWAY FROM ME… HE IS THE ONE WHO LOVINGLY TOOK CARE OF ME WITH (((ALL))) OF MY CHRONIC HEALTH ISSUES & CHALLENGES... WHICH INCLUDES SEVERAL PENDING UPCOMING SURGERIES THAT I NEED TO HAVE…
HE ABSOLUTELY DID JUST SO WITH SUCH A: LOVING DEVOTED & SUPPORTIVE HEADSHIP… WHO WAS THE ONLY ONE WORKING IN OUR HOUSEHOLD… & ITS BEEN (((OVER 3MTHS))) SINCE MY HUSBAND HAD BEEN OUT OF WORK FROM HIS STROKE… SO ANY BIT OF SAVINGS WE HAD IS COMPLETELY GONE TO PAY OUR RENT & OTHER IMPORTANT EXPENSIVE & FOR NEEDED MEDICINES (((ETC)))…
SO, A VERY CLOSE SPIRITUAL SISTER KNOWING MY SEVERE HARDSHIP, TOLD ME TO; (((CREATE A GO•FUND ME))) TO GET THE MUCH NEEEEDED HELP THAT I DESPARATELY NEEEED TO PAY FOR BUT NOT LIMITED TO: THE CREMATION COST FOR MY HUSBAND & OTHER URGENT EXPENSIVES THAT'S NEEDED, DUE TO HAVING THIS SUDDEN LIFE ALTERING HORRIFIC THING HAPPEN & NOW HAVING TO START BUILDING A LIFE WITHOUT MY LOVING HUSBAND & BESSSST FRIEND!!!....
I AM HUMBLY BEGGING EVERYONE READING THIS: WHATEVERRR MONETARY GIFT THAT YOU FIND IN YOUR HEART TO GIVE: WILL BE SOOOO EXTREMELY APPRECIATED MOOOORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY…
THE LAST THING I SAID TO MY LOVING HUSBAND WAS: (((THANK YOU DADDY)))... [WHICH WAS THE NAME THAT I LOVINGLY & AFFECTIONLY REGULARLY CALLED HIM]: "THANK YOU" SOOOO MUCH FOR LOVING ME, SOOOO GOOD~ & FOR SOOOO LOOOONG~ & I LOVE YOU & I WILL MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH & WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU UNTIL THE DAY: “HE CALLS & YOU ANSWER”… IT WON’T BE LONG DADDY… WHEN YOU’LL BE RESURRECTED & RUNNING ON THE BEACH WHERE I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU, RIGHT INTO MY ARMS… BC WE PROMISED: “ALWAYS & FOREVER”… & I WILL ABSOLUTELY BE WAITING FOR YOU IN JEHOVAH GOD’S PROMISED PARADISE TO COME… WHERE "NOOOO RESIDENT WILL SAY: I AM SICK"… & THE "FORMER THINGS WON’T EVEN COME TO MIND"… & THE "LAST ENEMY CALLED DEATH IS DONE AWAY WITH FOREVER"… JEHOVAH PROMISES… HE SAYS: I WELL KNOW THE THOUGHTS THAT I AM THINKING FOR YOU “DWAYNE”: OF “PEACE & SECURITY”… SO REMEMBER (((ALL))) OF JEHOVAH GOD’S PROMISES: BC THEY ARE AS GOOD AS DONE, EVEN. BEOFRE THEY COME TO BE… & REMEMBER: THE BIBLE SAYS THAT: JEHOVAH IS THE GOD OF THE LIVING NOOOOT THE DEAD~ SO TO HIM: YOU’LL ARE ALIVE TO HIM AS HE HOLDS YOU IN "HIS MEMORY", UNTIL THE RESURRECTION…
& EVEN I AM SCARED LIVING WITHOUT HIM, BC I WANTED MY LOVING HUSBAND TO GO IN PEACE AS I LAID MY HEAD ON HIS CHEST LISTENINGTO HIS HEART BEAT, AS I DID SOOOO MANY COUNTLESS TIMES BEFORE OVER THE YEARS… & I PULLED HIS ARMS AROUND ME TO GET A HUG & TOLD HIM WITH TEARS FLOWING: I WILL BE OK DADDY... ITS OK~ DADDY: JEHOVAH IS GOING TO: "TAKE CARE OF ME"… ABSOLUTELY!!! THE LAST TIME I SAW THE MONITOR MY HUSBAND'S BP SAID: (((8/8))) & I KNEW HE WAS GOING TO BE LEAVING ME VERY SOOOON... & THEN A DOCTOR [NOT THE SAME ONE WHO ATTEMPTED TO PUT THE IV IN MY HUSBAND'S NECK], CAME IN HIS ROOM & SAID THAT: HE WANTED TO EXAMINE MY HUSBAND & BARELY 15 SECONDS AFTERWARDS HE SAID: YOUR HUSBAND IS GONE, I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOST... & HE SAID: I'M CALLING IT AT: 1:10PM [ON THURSDAY, AUGUST 22, 2024]!!!
~AGAPÉ♥️ YOUR SPIRITUAL SISTER: STACEY… THE WIFE OF: BRO. DWAYNE MARK LEWIS… WHO IS NOW SUDDENLY A GRIEVING WIDOW, WHO IS SUFFERING WITH A BROKEN HEART, UNTIL I SEE MY LOVING HUSBAND & BESSSST FRIEND AGAIN!!!