Help Me move out of a broken home

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Ever since i could remember i was always in domestic violence shelters running from my dad with my mom.I grew up watching my mom get verbally abused and physically abused most my life.My mother and father were never there.Most of childhood years were spent at a after school program where my parents would leave me hours on end sometimes would even forget about me. At 12 I watched my eldest sister become a heroine addict & was FORCED to share a room with her even through withdrawals. On numerous occasions she would try to force me to snort Xanax/coke. Goes without saying but being home has never been a safe place for me,it was always walking on eggshells and being on high alert incase something happens. When i was in freshman year is when it progressively got worse which led me to finding the courage at 14 to call the police on my dad which got DCFS involved .This led to my nephew and i becoming foster kids and having to live with my other sister. Wish you wouldve imagined to be better but somehow gets worse my sister would constantly comment on my body and what i wore calling me from anywhere from fat to slut. To even telling me to cover up when her husband would come home because i was “trying to get his attention “ mind you i was freshly 14 and had grown up with her husband all my life. After about 6 or 7 months of excruciating verbal abuse it finally ended my mom was given custody and we had gotten a house under my name with my dad and sister gone for awhile there was peace in the house. Before my brother moved in. When he moved in his girlfriend would go through very personal journals i kept from sharing a room with my sister. its where i would open up about the abuse I endured from sharing a room with her from being forced to having to record inappropriate videos of her to send to older men. I soon began noticing things in my room would go missing money,Skin care products ,hair products. I was always told not to say anything because i would be starting problems i was told not to say anything because my mom and sister wouldnt get to see my brothers daughters if he were to move.I was told on numerous occasions i was the problem even though i wasnt the one that did anything.I was made to believe speaking out was wrong.Which led to alot of resentment to my mom ,My sister and especially my brother. (for never sticking up for me,not even when it took everything in my power as a 12 year old to call the cops on my dad.That day i was strangled by my dad for calling the police) Skip to recently its august 8th my brother and i dont talk he has made it very clear he doesnt want me apart of his or my nieces life.He makes sounds and faces when i come out of my room to make it known i am not welcome.Anyways Yesterday i was walking my dog my brother sees I’m outside and proceeds to lock me out in this heat with my dog,I call my mom by no surprise theres no answer.I knock for minutes no answer but i hear him and his girlfriend laughing behind the door. So i go to his window and bang on it at this point im upset my dog is panting and i can hear them laughing. Immediately he comes out starts saying why the fuck im knocking cussing all types of names ( when i never said anything just knocked on the door) that im a dumbass proceeds to attempt to kick my dog and says when im at work hes going to skin her alive after this threat and him trying to kick her. i pushed him he proceeds to grab me by my hair and slams my head on the concrete floor as im on the floor i feel my head gushing blood he goes on top of me and proceeds to strangle me causing my head to bleed more hes on top of me strangling me so me trying to fight him off proceeds to bite scratch punch anything i could to get him off of me .finally found the strength to grab him and flip him off of me.He proceeds to threaten to kill my dog and starts cussing me out saying absolute worst things imaginable.My sister gets there and automatically says “what did you do to my brother” proceeds to yell at me even though im the one with my head busted open bleeding.She takes me to the hospital but the entire time there continues to tell me its my fault im going to jail because i pushed him.Thats the threats he made dont matter because shes just a dog.Just invaliding my emotions and what i went through.It was getting so intense i started arguing with her in the hospital while getting staples in my head because she wouldnt just stop blaming me because its what i “needed to hear”.After a few minutes of us arguing a nurse came to my defense and asked my sister to stop or leave and She left. She left me at the hospital with my phone dead took my wallet house keys and everything i had in my bag.After crying in a room my by myself a very sweet nurse offered to by me a uber home.On top of that a very kind stranger over heard what happened to me and gave me a charger. Today I’m writing this asking for help to get out of this situation i have money saved but not enough for me to move out by myself.Please anything helps I will be pressing chargers and i do need help with expenses to do so,and to get out of this house.