Donate to save a young womans life

Hi, my name is Alyssa and I'm 21 years old. I have severe depression, anxiety, bulimia and i'm on the spectrum for both ADHD and Autism. I was bullied growing up for being "fat" by kids in my school and my own stepfather and his family (at the time). At the age of 14 I started eating for fun and comfort and it spiraled from there. I'm 300 lbs, at risk for diabetes and high blood pressure and mentally and physicially unable to lose weight. I have tried multiple diets, weight loss pills, weight loss injections, gym memberships, exersize routines, at home exersizes, different food limitations, calroy counting, the lot. No matter what I do, no matter what I cut I cannot ddrop past 293 lbs. I don't drink sugary drinks or juices, strictly water and milk for slim fast meal replacments shakes as part of my now permenant liver reduction diet. I'm on less than 1000 calories a day with moderate exersize, 2 meal replament shakes and one small portioned meal that was confirmed perfect by my weight loss coach. I've been trying to lsoe weight for the past 2 years to no avail. It's gotten to a point in my life where I live to eat instead of eating to live. Any time I see my reflection I feel physically sick, and my mind is plagued by thought of food and thoughts that would lead to hospitalization if I followed through because of my body. My depression and anxiety is heavily caused by my body image. If I hit my goal I will use the funds to have a weight loss sugery dsone in Lithuania that will rmeove 85% of my stomach therefore forcing my body to run on less calories than I already intake. I know multiple people who have had the surgery in thepast year and lost multiple stone within the first few months, I have carefully considered and researched this and had decided to go with a company I know is trusted due to people close to me telling me their stories with this company. I am aware I did this to myself, but I've also tried to fix it myself for two years now and nothing has helped. If you do decide to donate you would be saving a young woman from literally eating herself to death.