Hello, Kenny Coppedge

Life has been lifing pretty hard the past couple years, I've tried my hardest to handle what life has thrown at me the best I could, I may have ended up somehow handling it in not the best ways. The best way to just say it, is to just say it and rip the band aid off, Im struggling with addiction to drugs and alcohol. Ive been through more than than anyone can imagine, more than anyone should have to go through, I've seen some things, I've done some things, I have many regrets, I have hurt people that didn't deserve it. I'm tired of embarrassing my self, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of feeling sick, I'm tired of hurting, I'm tired.

I had a huge realization last night and I saw my past and present in a new way. I believe everything happens for a reason and everyone comes into each others lives for a purpose, even if they don't stay forever, they served their purpose.

I have a dream, I have a goal, I have big plans I want to accomplish. I want to help people who need help like me. The first step is admitting I need help, admitting I have a problem and hold myself accountable. I want to be able to lay down in bed every night and say "you did better than yesterday". To be able to do that, I need to help myself and get myself 100%. I thought I could do it alone and I was to ashamed to ask for help, and now its to late, I need help.

Bills are behind, medical bills are behind, work is behind, everything is and I need help getting out of this financial hole so I can stop focusing and stressing over that and focus on my journey of healing.

I thank each and everyone of you and if you cant help, prayers are all I ask.

love, Kenny