Photo Descriptions

-Laptop I will use for digitally demanding creations

-Quick stylized sketch inspired by the photo next to it, done in a crumpled notebook with only a mechanical pencil

Intro

Hello, thank you for taking the time to read this. My name is Juli, I am 22 years old, and I humbly request assistance in my time of need. I am having to build my life from the ground up as of the end of November 2024, after a relationship in which I was financially dependent and survived domestic violence.

Since then, I have been healing; I've reconnected with myself and my true values, surrounded myself with better people, and have new inspiration and motivation going forward. I was planning to take one route, getting any job with the most pay that I can qualify for, but then I thought to myself: Why would I spend even more time pursuing something I don't want, when I could take this opportunity of rebirth and finally go for my goals? Reflecting on everything I have been through for those last 3 years, not even getting into the couple years previous, I believe this is my chance. The process of pursuing insurance licensing for a potential job opportunity was a lot more complex than I first expected. I used what little money I had remaining to secure a work laptop and complete a pre-licensure course, but now reached a point where I am stuck. I wanted to raise funds to take the state exam and receive/submit a Level 2 background check.

But if I will need to raise funds either way, why not focus on my true passion? My real career goal is to be an artist. That may sound silly to some people, but to me it's the only thing I can imagine doing, especially after not being allowed to be myself for so long. I am going to reclaim my life from the trauma I have endured. It would mean the world to me to be able to pursue my music and physical art full-time.

I have still been putting effort into any potential work opportunity that arises, but despite getting far along in the process, all of them so far have never gotten back to me, even when I called to follow up.

I can't afford to live on my own, but I am not asking for support for those costs since I would need to have a reliable source of income to maintain that anyway. All I ask are the following things I have listed, meanwhile I will continue to do everything I can to get out of my current situation, including unfairly burdening my grandmother by taking up space she does not have, and not having room to actually have all of my belongings organized, use them, and, well, live normally like one does in their home; not to mention the toll it has been taking on my mental health to be in a room all day crowded with piles of bags full of everything I own, and not being able to go outside much due to the awful heat currently, as I have overheated and vomited or even collapsed (stayed conscious) due to similar conditions.

Expenses

Here is an overview of each expense I will need to cover in order to get a solid start while maintaining my ability to search for a stable environment without going into more debt, or worse.

Currently, thanks to a good friend, I have been able to get started with primary color paints as well as black and white, since in theory they can create every color imaginable, and two canvases, courtesy of a BOGO deal. However, I will admit I am not a masterful experienced painter, so funding for more supplies would be nice, as that is all I own. I have no sketch materials, nor music recording equipment. Extremely long story short, I lost it in the move from my situation with my ex.

EDIT: I am lucky enough to have been donated a working vehicle with AC! I have set up a year registration and 6 months insurance, but I will eventually need to cover more fees.

EDIT2: Replaced oil and coolant, tail lights are currently out.

I had started seeing a psychiatrist online for a couple months before everything happened, and received medication for my ADHD. Of course, I lost that too, due to no longer being able to afford the monthly out-of-pocket fee ($39) let alone the reinstatement of closed account fee ($200), as I do not have insurance, nor do I qualify for Medicaid due to Florida's opt-out of the federal expansion. I struggle greatly with life tasks due to having no mental health resources at my disposal.

Lastly, I don't have very good vision at all. I really need glasses - I have gone without them since middle school, and I am grateful that my trouble is with far distance vision, since it interferes with less - but they are costly, and unfortunately over the years it seems my eyes have gotten worse, especially not having had corrective lenses when I could, whereas before, they weren't perfect but good enough to drive and function relatively normally day-to-day. I also have an astigmatism, which affects me most severely compared to other vision issues. I have not been able to drive at night for a few years because of it.

End Goal

It is my wish that I can utilize my growing social media platform on TikTok, as well as any other platform to promote my work, to turn my skills into a business. If I am granted this opportunity, I would be ecstatic to work full-time creating meaningful art, original music, and quality online content in order to achieve my life's calling. I see my purpose as being to put beauty, creativity, and love into this world, shining a light when others need it most through our culture and society. Few people get to do what they love nowadays, and I am willing to do whatever it takes to achieve that for myself and share inspiration with the world. If you believe we need to bring back authentic creation of all kinds of art and craftsmanship, help me to be a part of it by supporting my cause.

Any unexpected excess will be donated to another worthy fundraiser in order to pay forward the kindness that was shown to me.

Price Breakdown

Final Thoughts

To those who choose to donate, you have my eternal gratitude. I honestly struggle with accepting help, despite knowing I am doing the best I can in the given circumstances, such as sudden change of lifestyle, moving back into what is supposed to now be my younger sister's room for the time she spends here (since I could not afford my rent on my own), and untreated mental illness. I do take measures to cope with my feelings of guilt, loss, and the symptoms of my disorder, but it never seems to be enough. A small amount of help would go a tremendously long way for me at the moment. My hope is that I can achieve these short-term goals so that I can support myself and even give back to my family for all they have done for me. If any of my sentiments resonate with values that are important to you, I'd greatly appreciate your support.

Anonymous donations are encouraged. If you are interested in receiving an astrology and/or tarot reading based on your donation, please contact me through this GoFundMe and I will send my business email.

Note: This message does NOT utilize AI. I do not support artificial intelligence in creative writing, art, or music. You have my certified guarantee that I will never use AI in my creations.