Hi my name is Georgia, I’m 27, from Scotland. I love music, being around nature, love art, spending 1:1 time with my fiancée & going to concerts.

But the hard part is finding the energy and painless time that I never get to do things like this that I enjoy on a regular basis. My life has become very limiting & debilitating.

I live in constant never ending suffering due to continuous neglect from my own health service. I am a full time wheelchair user living a life that’s been flipped upside down in the space of just over a year.

I was hospitalised last year in June which was supposed to be a 2 week admission to get my nutrition under control and to find out why I was as unwell as I was. Tbh it was because no one would listen to me. Told me

'it's all in my head. I then very quickly turned my head and 2 weeks later I wasn't out of hospital. I was planning my funeral. I was planning my funeral at 26 years old.

From there I knew my life was away to change. Along the way I then lost my mobility more and more each day. I was dying, severely malnourished and didn't know how long I had left. 9 months later me and fiancee had to give up our home because it wasn't suitable for us. The hospital left us in a mess, no promises kept.

Now we are homeless. I can't walk, i have had no help or care. If I have it's been very little. Then to be diagnosed with the most painful condition known to man kind. CRPS.

To then get no help for it. Screaming all day everyday in pain for months now. I can't even straiten or put my legs down in my chair anymore. They have been up and crossed tight since about the 10th of July.

Why would anyone want to live like that at 27, can't walk, can't eat properly, fed into my small intestines because my stomach is paralysed. To be told you also have the most painful condition out there. Starting in my legs but will or can spread. In my case it's starting in my arms already slowly. The neglect and lack of care just continues. I’m required 4 carers to come in a day. This was put in place back in march. Since I’ve gotten out of hospital not one single carer has come in to help. I’m left weeks on end without being able to shower because of the amount of pain. But because the people who you should be able to trust to look after you don’t, your whole personal care, medication support & all other needs get neglected and left. You wouldn’t even treat an animal like that, Would you? Then leaving my fiance to take on all those responsibilities while she shouldn’t be doing any form of heavy lifting due to awaited surgery. This is neglect on two sides not just one.

I just don't want to be in pain anymore. Not like this anyways. That's what I would see my ideal life to be. I want nothing more than to just have my legs back and working and with no pain. But because of the constant neglect I have had to go through I’m now left with no choice but to find a way to make this debilitating evil illness less severe & miserable. If I don’t try and find a way then this illness is going to take a full hold of me. It already is and my mental state has been affected.

Back in march I was able to see a small spark coming towards me, I got engaged and it was the best day/ night of my life. I was trying to plan and see what I would do with my future.

I’m so grateful to have the love and support I have from her. She’s given me my only purpose for life. Especially just now.

All I want is to bring back a small part of me that I can begin to understand and appreciate again. Make the memories I want to make, get my bucket list ticked off, and many more. But for now I just have to hope that some form of good news or hope will come my way. I’m not expecting or begging for anything. Anything counts as being supported and it doesn’t have to be much at all.

Thank you in advanced to anyone who donates. This money will go towards me getting some private healthcare out with my country. It will also help me tick off my bucket list of memories I need to make because of how complicated my health is I just never know what could happen. And also travel. So anything means a lot. Thank you again. xxx

These funds tha I’m raising will go a long way. I have this condition that requires a specialist. It’s all for me to get my life back, for travel and the most importantly the expenses for the private health care I need.

i really need to raise more than my target. I’m looking at triple my goal if not more.

this is my life that can be saved but with the help of others and support . I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you again! :)