Hello friends! I hate doing fundraising for myself, as I find it hard to accept gifts from others because of past trauma. We are struggling to keep afloat due to both of us needing to leave work. For me personally, I had a very traumatic event happen while I was working in retail, and that caused me to go into a mental spiral. I tried my best to stay there, but I was struggling, and they wanted me to find other work, as I was missing days there due to my CPTSD (getting flashbacks from the event), and the panic of leaving my house was very stressful.

In the mean time myself and Demons are both looking for work in different fields; I want to work as a support aid/receptionist for a mental health place, as all I ever wanted was to help out everyone who suffers with mental health problems like myself.

I'm streaming on Twitch basically every single day to support my community, to not feel alone, and to have a place to call home, but I am struggling to keep a happy face right now due to just scraping by with rent that's $360 AUD a week, leaving us not even $100 left for food for the rest of the week and on bad weeks where we need to pay electricity, water and more it leaves us with needing to borrow money from friends and faamily and I hate borrowing money so much... I pay everyone back no matter how long it takes me.

I am in need of orthotics for my feet as I have a wild mix of conditions that cause my feet to have horrible pain, numbness, and stiffness, and I'm unable to pay for myself to get them. I've paid half of them, but the rest is too expensive, and it's been nearly 2 years, and I still haven't gotten them :(

My dream is to have a stable and safe job, to not have to stress every single week with paying for rent and other things, to be able to have that stress leave my body, and to feel free/happy to continue my goal of having a safe place for all while streaming.

Any amount is a perfect amount, as it helps even in the slightest <3

I love every single one of you; you all mean the world to me, and I'm forever going to be grateful. YOU all help me wake up every single day and make me not feel alone.

again thank you all