Doesn't everyone want a garden prior to death?

Hi My Name is Esmond. I Played rugby all my life other than the inextricably manditory period off GAA all kids must try. Those like rugby players move on eventually.

So rugby does not feature in my go fund me reasoning that much. I always very much enjoyed my rugby, that said i was a landscape gardener and i loved it step b.y step from.the design process to build.

The entire process from design to build. And all the minutia in between. But they were always qute personal for the clients. Although. It ofter left me as one of those always doing some one else's garden and never doing my own. And whilst i had chainsaw bottoms all manner of saferty hats and things, and as I mention I'm a rugby player An the reply "oh its very warm are sureu are you don't want a. squirt off a factor 50. I'm.sure I probably said yes. I..sure.i should have had it in.the van I did t. I would t..I soldiered on. I knew best.

Unfortunately Best I did.not know.

So a small.melanoma behind my ear AFTER they were sure they got it all. It transpires there were 6 massive tumours across.my lungs some.the size of lemons.

I did a year of treatment turned me.off life for life.. I spend another year in hospital with every side effects known to.man.

I am now through with treatments and trials

Etc

.whatever happens from now is my plan nothing.more.

So here's where you come In?

I could live 3 years, 5 years who k own I could defies the books a make 10!

But my life.is.prerty.over. long time to lie in bed and do nothing.

I have this recurring great dream. And It's perfectly achievable. I have an ugly.dirty gyry unloved patio. I want. T o .spend the rest of mu days tranforming it into every tbing that it can ben from the sub ground up. Drainage layers up to layers of grit and compost.

But.more. I started my cancer journey before so.me of my friends who have already fsllen and this is going to be their space. For all of our lost friends

This has been a dream of mine but little. Did realise.i would tackling this dream at the age of just 46 because

Of terminal cancer

I believe I can achieve this projecting 2600 .but that price would fill every day with sunshine giving me so much to get on with. Something to dedicate my life to to build my paradise

ANY AND ALL DONATIONS are welcome.. any physical help at times when which is is helpful will be recieved gratefully

So PLEASE PLEASE - JUST THINK THE WORLD OF DIFFRERENCE YOUR GIFT COULD MAKE