Last Resort!

Hi my name is Brenan I am 45yrs old. On March 2019 I took a bad fall off my school bus I drive. I suffered a concussion and damaged my spine in my lumbar area. When I do walk now I use a cane. Without the cane I can become basically paralyzed as my back locks up and down I go. They tried sending me to B.C. for a rhyzotomy (however you spell it). This did not work. And no one will touch me now saying I am too young. Covid has not help either trying to see surgeons, etc. Since the fall I have gained approx. 100lbs. as my body doesn't know how to process anything now. I now have diabetes, high blood pressure, major depression, etc. I am lucky to even leave the house these days. Anyways I have no current income as I don't qualify for Social Assistance as my common-law who drives bus as well makes to much. Which is a joke as she makes just over $1000 a month. Bills are stacking up big time! We struggle to pay utilities, buy my meds, daily living needs, feed our fur babies. Not sure if anyone will help us or not. I am waiting on CPP disability but they told me today they won't make a decision until at least February 2022. I am just looking at a way that will help pay the bills. This is embarrassing but as I sit here and cry while I type this I hope there are people out there that can help us. The first utility we will lose is internet. Some may find that funny but this is my main source for entertainment atm as I am basically suppose to be laying in bed, sitting at most for 5 minutes at a time. We don't have cable tv or anything. Phone also runs threw the internet. Thank you for your time. Not sure what all I should type on here but that is the basics of ours struggles. Hope you all have a Merry Christmas. Brenan